DOCTOR OR TEACHER ?

DOKTOR OR TEACHER ???????????


          MY DREAM FROM CHILDHOOD IS WANNA BE A DOCTOR ! NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF DOCTOR AS LONG IT'S CALLED AS DOCTOR.. BUT................................................. :(


MY MOM PREFER ME TO BE A TEACHER.. NANA TAU.. JADIK CIKGU PON BAGUS JUGAK.. PLUS , BANYAK PAHALA YG KITA DPAT SBB MENYAMPAIKAN ILMU..
EVEN , JADIK SEORANG CIKGU NI MERUPAKAN BACKUP PLAN NANA.. IN CASE X DAPAT APPLY BIDANG PERUBATAN.. MEMANG NANA AKAN APPLY BIDANG PENDIDIKAN..NANA FAHAM APA YG MAMI NK..
PLUS.. NANA NI ANAK TUNGGAL.. SO.. I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO COVER.. A LOT OF THINGS TO HANDLE .. AND LOTS OF THINGS TO DO..


OKE.. BE A DOCTOR ?

• 1 ) 5 YEARS STUDIES INCLUDING HOUSEMANSHIP
• 2 ) ONE OF THE PRETIGIOUS JOB
• 3 ) I CAN TREAT PATIENT.. OR BE A VOLUNTEER
• 4 ) MEDICAL IS ONE OF FARDH KIFAYAH
• 5 ) UNIVERSITY FEES FOR 5 YEARS (RM9000) AT UKM
• 6 ) I CAN HELP MY FAMILY WHENEVER THEY NEED HELP
• 7 ) I CAN GAIN A LOT OF SALARY THAT I CAN SHARE WITH MY PARENTS
• 8 ) I LOVE MEDIC
• 9 ) I CRAZY OF BILOGY
• 10) I WANNA BE A DOCTOR :(
  
  
  BE A TEACHER ? 

• 1 ) 3 YEARS STUDIES INCLUDING PRACTICAL
• 2 ) I CAN SHARE/ GIVE KNOWLEDGE TO MY STUDENTS
• 3 ) UNIVERSITY FEES LESS THAN RM7000
• 4 ) EASIER JOB COMPARED TO DOCTOR
• 5 ) SALARY LESS THAN A DOCTOR BUT, NEVERMIND...
• 6 ) I CAN WORK WHEREVER I WANT
• 7 ) I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY...
• 8 ) ................................
• 9 ) ............................
• 10) HURMMM.. :'(

 

 

OKE.. SO THE CONCLUSION IS ?????????????

•   DEPENDS ON SPM RESULT !
•   DEPENDS ON MY MOM DECISION
•   DEPENDS ON MY GPS

SO .............
THE REASON WHY I WAS LIKE.. 50-50 WITH MY JOB THINGS IS..
-MY MUM WORRIED THAT I WILL NOT MARRIED AND GIVE HER A CUTE GRANDCHILDREN..
-I REALLY HATES EARLY MARRIAGE..
-I WANNA BE WHAT I WANNA BE FIRST INSTEAD OF MARRYING SOMEONE
-I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE OTHER THAN FOLLOWS WHAT MY MOM WANTS ME TO BE..
-MY MOM ALREADY HAVE HER CHOICE.. AND I DO AGREE WITH HER CHOICE
-BUT.. HE IS OLDER THAN ME... THATS NORMAL.. BUT .. 5 YEARS OLDER THAN ME ?
-HE CAN'T WAIT TILL I FINISHED MY STUDIES ..
-I HAVE TO BE A WIFE ON 25 OR SOMETHING ?????/ =='
-I WANNA BE A DR.OF PHILOSOPHY (Ph.D) IF I COULD..
-I WANNA MARRIED ON 29 OR SOMETHING..
GRRRRRRRRRRR..............

WELL , seem like i need to stay calm !
ask Allah for help and guidance..
talk to my my mom and my future husband-to-be
cry as much as i want
be a crazy girl for a while @_@
protest !!
err.. whoaaa......that sooooo not me !!

i'm still 17 years old girl !
i have lots of things to do..
but , also..
i'm still a daughter.. !!
i have lots of responsibilities to done..
and.. i'm still not matured , yet.. !

SO....... 

DEAR DIANA ,

KEEP CALM AND ISTIGHFAR...